All right. Well, nice to meet you, and I'm glad we're getting a chance to talk about.

So it's a very, very important topic. So if you wanted to start off by reading your message,

we can take it from there. Oh, yes. Thank you. I'm in my late 30s. I'm married for several years,

so my wonderful wife in her late 20s we have a one year old son together and hope

to have more children.

When my son was born, I felt my emotion about him more towards him.

I remember my mother told me that my father was glowing when I was born and full of joy.

I also remember many friends and daughter fathers who have heartfelt and joyous relations

with their own children.

However, so far, I felt very little with regard to my son. When I tried to play with my son,

I soon feel an overwhelming sense of sadness.

At not being able to connect emotionally and not being able to find fun things to do we both would enjoy, even for a few minutes.

Even writing this down makes me cry.

I want to connect, but I can't and I don't know why.

Our wife and I worry that our son and other children might be or become autistic as well.

My mother and me are very similar.

My father is not.

My father is somewhat extroverted and enjoy the career as a teacher to meet his social needs.

My mother is more of a bookworm and enjoys going outdoors sometimes just to see the park or local fauna.

My mother is emotionally very stoic like me and doesn't

easily show any sign of exuberance or strong emotion. If there is a psychological cause

from my autism that can be resolved, I want to find it. But I don't know where to go. Therapists

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