Hi.

Hello, how's it going?

Have you? Bad? I'm not sure if you're on a headset or not. Your audio sounds a little bit rough. If you can just have a quick check on Skype to make sure that it's using the right headset. If it is, that's fine. We'll go ahead, but just wanted to check. I don't have a headset right now. Okay, don't worry about it.

Don't worry about it. It's fine then.

Okay, so yeah, I'm sorry to hear about what's going on.

I'm all the ears.

How can I help?

So I am very much stuck in my life.

I'm 35 now.

And I work in the, to say it, a dead-end job. I'm a dishwasher

in a hotel, in a kitchen. And yeah, I have had a lot of trauma in my life early on and

this is somehow constantly repeating.

I keep wanting to go from these kind of surroundings,

this type where I am now, and I keep ending up in the same places

with just the same type of people, but different names,

if you know what I mean I do yeah is there

no I don't know I'm gonna add sorry that's a bit of a scant beginning yeah yeah we can go into

more detail I wanted to give well Well, let's do the childhood

stuff because obviously the adult stuff is probably a reflection of that. Yeah. Can you maybe ask

questions and I would answer a little bit about, you said that you were around a fair amount of violence in your childhood if you could tell me a little bit about about that yeah so I would maybe separate it in two parts there was a violence that was happening in my home and there was violence that was happening in school. So at home I was mostly beaten by my father and my mother was a very passive player to say so in this.

And in school there were these children who were bullying me every day and

this was happening for about eight years in my primary school during breaks in

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