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Aware and Aggravated

56. Following My Heart Didn't Pay Off This Time

Aware and Aggravated

Aware and Aggravated

Self-improvement, Education, Mental Health, Health & Fitness

5.013.2K Ratings

🗓️ 31 December 2025

⏱️ 41 minutes

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0:00.0

Hi friends.

0:03.4

Ooh, I'm Fusty.

0:05.5

God's been punking me out.

0:07.5

God has just been making a fool of me.

0:10.0

And I have a lot of things talk to you about and tell you.

0:13.0

There's not a lot of good news.

0:14.5

It's mainly bad news.

0:16.0

I feel like God has pulled the rug out from under me since getting into reading the Bible.

0:26.4

I can't even begin to explain, like how many things have been shifting and changing mentally.

0:29.3

My sexuality's been weird.

0:35.2

Don't know what's going on with that, but it's starting to irritate me because what I'm attracted to is flipping and it's very destabilizing and it's very like

0:41.1

disorienting.

0:42.8

There's so many things we've got to talk about and it does end on kind of a good note.

0:47.5

Not really.

0:48.6

Like it ends on a good note with myself, but with my life and everything that just got

0:54.0

blown up. No, nothing's

0:56.8

fixed. Nothing's better yet. And I'm pissed. And there's a lot of people on social media because I've

1:01.9

been talking very openly about my relationship to reading the Bible and my journey with it.

1:07.3

And a lot of people have been saying a lot of things that have been irritating the shit out

1:10.7

of me. I feel like I'll hit that at the end because people are trying to say, oh, it's the devil. Oh, it's Satan trying to take what he gave you. Like, they don't understand that they're fully short-cutting God. We're going to get into all that because people have been pissing me off. They don't even know, like, I the Bible. They're trying to throw at me. They be trying to thump me with this book. Don't know what the hell is really in it. But we're going to get there. Where do we start? Okay, we can start with, okay. Oh, yeah, you was here the whole time. You've been here for when I bought my truck, right? I got the truck. I told you about

1:45.4

last week. I got the perfect truck. Right. I paid it off. Everything was good. I was been talking

1:50.7

about donating $25,000 to pay off school lunch debt. And I did it. And I found the nonprofit. I've been

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