I don't, I just don't know where to start because it's kind of complicated and because I don't really know exactly my aim with this call, but I'm going to try my best.

Um, no, so I, I want children, right? I'm nearing my 30s but I'm not too sure that my partner is mature enough if you know what I'm saying.

But I'm also second guessing myself.

I'm not really sure of my own conclusions.

I'm not really sure if, like, for example, I don't communicate clear enough,

or I'm just, know fucking sorry of cursing

i'm just immature myself you know um or if i'm just maybe, you know, staring at this particular problem that won't really matter anyway. Maybe, or maybe I just have expectations that I shouldn't have, you know, that sort of thing.

Yeah.

So you might be a tiny bit of an overthinker, as you ever, have you ever noticed that?

Is that something fair to say?

Yeah, but I have people telling me that.

Yeah, that's okay.

Well, tell me a little bit about your childhood or a lot, your 20s, and are you, where are you in your 30s, like early, mid, late?

Oh, no, I'm going to turn 30.

Oh, going to turn 30.

Okay, got it, got it.

Yeah, yeah.

So tell me a little bit about your life so far. Oh, going to turn 30. Okay, got it, got it. Yeah, yeah. So tell me a little bit about your life, your life so far.

Yeah, sure.

So life has been a bit, just this recent past years, I've actually started to figure out what I want to do, like career-wise and long-term goals and things like that.

I have lived abroad, tried it out, didn't like it, I've been trying different jobs, like none of them.

Now I found something that I like.

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