Hello. Hey, how's it going?

Good.

I was thinking like, oh, maybe she should just call me to keep it quieter, but...

But I think we're all right.

Yeah, we're good. He's a pretty heavy sleeper when he actually asleep.

All right, but we're trying to make you stop too loudly then or something like that.

Oh gosh, I know it. I'm a cryer to you, I gotta warn you.

You know, emotions are very welcome in this in this conference do you want to just

tell me what's going on how I can best help so yeah I am I'm struggling I guess I've always struggled with it, but I guess I'm realizing how bad it is now with just being able to speak my mind, like open up to people.

Gosh, I'm already losing it. And how does that manifest in your life?

I just, I kind of feel like I'm just in my own bubble.

It's kind of weird like just I had a recent

Exchange I was out someone with a friend and she was

just talking to a guy neither neither of us knew him.

But they had, they're both farmers, so they had a lot in common,

they were just talking about it.

And then he, like, he turned to me and was asking me questions,

and it was almost like, oh yeah, I'm here too.

Like, I don't exist.

Oh gosh.

Yeah, you kind of space out in social stuff

in your own world.

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