Hello. Hey, how's it going?

Very good.

The first step, I just wanted to apologize for kind of being in a grump, kind of before I've assumed,

assume he makes an ass out of you and me, but it was me that time.

I do apologize for that. It was a good helpful lesson and you know we all we all do it so it would be

reminded for everyone no problem at all so yeah so I got your message and do you want to

lay it out for me how I can best help you?

Yeah well I'm I'm hoping that the issue that I have is something just kind of

of silly and technical that like that could be applied to anyone regardless of like you know I don't want it to be oh like but

woe is me kind of a tough life all that stuff it's like I don't I don't like doing that

because it's not it's like kind of being in like a

spiral or kind of like I feel like I'm in a negative feedback loop I don't know like

what your opinion is of that of like you're stuck on kind of like the ruts that you're in you don't know how to get out of them.

There's probably something very obvious that you're missing or maybe I'm I'm lying to myself

about things of what I actually want to do and I'm I guess I'm full of shit to myself I don't think so

like the issue that I have

just like a technical one is mainly procrastination to the point where it's it looks like it's going to

I mean at the moment right now it's 5 a.m. and I'm trying to catch up with like I talk about

procrastination and kind of putting things off. It's like at the moment I've, even though I have every incentive to do the right thing or to do something that benefits me and like, you know, if you have to do your chores and it doesn't benefit you you can you can put that off but I have

something that is actually really good that I keep on delaying and just filling it with

just nothing.

I look back and I'm doing nothing and I and I'm really worried like at the moment of thinking well I'm either going to crash and just burn out and then like I don't know like you know I don't

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