Hello hello.

Hey can you hear me? I can hear you just fine how you doing?

I'm fine a little bit anxious I've been pacing a whole and yeah I've been very

nervous and excited.

Well, that's a good place to be.

That's a good place to be.

That's where the progress is, I think, in life.

So, all right, said, do you want to read what you sent me?

Do you want to just chat about it?

What's your pleasure?

Yeah, I've been reconsidering what I are rethinking.

I believe I have a lot of problems,

but I had to condense most of that to down to two large issues I have in life

One of which is isolation, I suppose.

And I've been very isolated in my life,

and especially after dropping out of high school in 2017,

and it's gotten really painful and I've also been very much attached to to reading fiction so it sort of started when I was 12 years old and I'm 25 now and it only recently it really has started to lose

its charm and its grip and influence on me and but very often I would find myself awake at night and do nothing but read until I can't stay awake anymore and

basically I'd be drowning myself in it in fantasy and fiction and I guess I wanted to postpone reality because it's sort of always sort of ran faster than my heart could be, I suppose.

And I tried detaching from the habit in the past,

but doing that was always very painful.

And I could never manage more than six months without.

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