Hey, how's it going?

Good, how are you?

I'm not too bad. I'm not too bad. I'm all ears. Do you want to

read your email, original message, or how would you like to start?

I guess I'll start. I don't have the email in front of me, so I'm just going to have to go from

memory. I guess I'll go from the most uncomfortable thing first. Basically,

that is I'm 27 years old and I'm a virgin. I'm not that sex.

I have never had a girl friend. It's a deep insecurity that I have.

And after watching a few videos, if you're always kind of, you know, you're being in the

figure out that all roads kind of lead back to your parents. So,

add a bit of a think. And yeah, there's a few things there that I'll

might discuss with you. You know, a bit of physical abuse and verbal abuse and stuff like that.

So yeah, that's why I reach out.

Well, I'm sorry to hear about all of that, of course. And I'm happy to hear. I wouldn't say

happy to hear. I'm ready to hear your story. Tell me, tell me what happened with you as a child.

Okay, so I guess I'll start from my first memory, so my parents.

So with my dad, my first memory of him was when I was about three or four years old.

He was pushing me on a seesaw. So I was on the other end, obviously.

And he was on the other end. But he couldn't put his leg to him. So big, he was kind of standing

on the other end. Right. And he was pushing the seesaw because I couldn't do it myself.

Anyway, so I'm having a good time. And then he just kept pushing down faster and faster and faster.

I said, hey, dad, stop, I'm still fast, still fast. Any kind of, he just kept going, kept going

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