Hi friends. I missed you real bad. I skipped last week. I did. But I've been researching. I got two pages in front of me.

Things I want to tell you about are on the topic of confidence, self-doubt, and being able to trust your own judgment.

Because I'm in the land of the gaslight. Miami is the absolute land of the gaslight.

And when I say I did research, I went into my own brain. I also like research some things,

but I went into all the dark parts of my brain and figured out what the fuck has been going on.

There is a level of gaslighting going on from companies, corporations, the government,

social media in a grand scale way.

And it started to impact me at a lower level.

So I want to blow all these things out the water.

And I want to bring what I've realized to people's awareness so you can

stop feeling so crazy and so oversimulated and freaked out. Like the whole thing about anxiety and

being overstimulated and the way that a lot of us feel, we feel like it's for no reason. We can't

figure out why. I figured out why, or at least a really big contributor to it. I feel so much more at peace. So I want to share it all. But this took me down a fucking rabbit hole because it starts with yourself. And I want to talk about the whole like self-trust thing. When you know something's off, dig into it. This is what I found when I started digging. Bitch, I've been at it with the shovel.

Okay. So when I said I'm in Miami, the land of the gaslight, nothing is what you think it is.

Anything that you see, you can't trust it. The things that you feel, you can't trust it. Typically,

if you're not sober, you cannot trust how you feel. And Miami is the land of

coping. I started realizing I couldn't get a grip on my mental state. That whole feeling that I had of

like coming back to myself, taking off all the jewelry, taken off of a designer shit, and being like a

human again and meeting myself like on a

human level not all this superficial bullshit a lot of people here feel real weird and you layer on

shit to prevent your brain from thinking about it it was like a mental block where I wasn't looking

deeper into things but it also goes more than just the way that you're dressing

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