Hi friends. I'm real giddy. I'm so excited. I can't find the words to talk about what I want to talk about.

A couple of things I want to acknowledge first. Last time you saw me, I was going to break my

sobriety, go have fun. It ain't worth it. Save it. If you've been sober or been thinking about

going sober, go sober. And if you're thinking about breaking it, you ain't

missing nothing. Trust me. Now I'm officially 14 days back sober again. Oh, I had to restart the clock.

I don't like that shit. I have a little tracker on my phone where every day I check off like

things that I didn't do. But that's the first thing. I just want to give you a heads up on. I had a decent

time with the people that I was with. Like I had fun with people I was with. But the whole go out

scene, rave scene, not my thing over it. I just wanted to send you that message. If you've

been considering breaking your sobriety, hold the fuck onto it. I'm putting a little shoulder into that. Hold the fuck on to it. Okay, for me. Or are you going to learn like I did? It'd be a dumb ass back at 14 days. Me. But I have none of my jewelry on. And this is about to be a very, very deep episode. I'm going to tell you how I changed my life every single time. It's not fun. It don't feel

good. It's humiliating. But I guess I'll tell you the first time I did this. Me not wearing the

jewelry right now and me not wearing anything. I have my earrings on. I have a little something. But

this is a deep thing. So back before I

started doing well and being successful, I listened to this thing. I forget what it was.

It was like a lecture of like a teacher or some shit. And they were saying basically,

according to studies, people from the 1970s were doing

better than people are now in the current day. But they felt like they hadn't achieved as much

as people today. Like people today have an overinflated sense of how good and great and how

wonderful they are for no reason.

And it was based on statistics of like people in the 70s, the amount of people who had finished

college, got jobs, had homes, owned cars, had all like the traditional accolades and have fallen

through like the whole system of like have kids by a certain age compared to

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