Hello everybody is doing

back to maternity live

I hope everybody is doing well

I'm doing better I think than I have been doing and maybe you can like

sunset in my voice I just feel like a little peep in my step even though I'm not like stepping anywhere, but you know we're on week four so at this point we're just like I guess adjusting better at least I'm adjusting better but I'm definitely having a better week. I've been feeling a lot better and I was kind of having a rough go of it last week and I figured how much do I share how much do I not share and I promised you all that I would share so I'm going to share but

last week was an interesting week for me and I was super excited to have Dr Sterling on the

podcast just like calm me down and hopefully calm like all of us down just around everything going on

because I feel like you know coronavirus is almost like pregnancy it's just like all the

information you could possibly get like panics you and I I cannot live in a state of panic I do not want to live in a state in panic so last week was a tough week I

did the gestational diabetes test which for you pregnant ladies you know that that

drink you make they make you drink is fucking disgusting and it was torture and then I failed the one hour test and I did a lot of research and a lot of people

fail the one hour test and the thing about gestational diabetes is you have no symptoms.

So it's something, it's like it's a silent thing

that you have to manage and control

and you don't know that you have it

unless you drink this disgusting drink and keep it moving.

And so I found out, I failed, well, first I drank the drink,

then I found out I failed.

Then the next day I went back and what you have to do is you drink the drink on a fasted belly

which fasted belly and pregnant. Oh my God like those two things do not go together and

essentially you get your blood drawn every hour for three hours and then they measure your I guess your sugar levels in your

blood and by the end of last week I found out that I had passed a three hour so I was

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