Hello my beautiful people. Welcome back to the moments podcast. I was gonna record this episode with

Lissette and we're gonna talk about college but then I remembered that

last week I promised you I was gonna redo the little poem that I wrote and it's not really a poem like

I'm not a writer so don't come for me but I had just been sitting and obviously going through my

rut you guys know I've been talking about it for like a month now and I just started writing.

When I write a lot more things come to my mind than when I just think or when I talk I don't know

how to explain it but I've tried to explain it to you guys before and I think I'm just gonna

title this episode something about learning to navigate your 20s. Your early 20s specifically

because I don't have much experience in you know the later 20s because I am only 21. I keep forgetting

I'm not 22 yet I think it's because Lissette just turned 22 so part of me feels like I did too. I

don't know I think that's just what happens when you have another half and yeah I'm recording this

episode kind of late at night it's like 9.30 I don't really know it's gonna come to my mind I didn't

make an outline I am just gonna think and I'm gonna talk to you with everything that I learned

in my early 20s for a year not yeah it's I've been 20 for a year and almost two years I don't

need to get specific anyways I'll start by reading the poem and if you resonate with it or you

relate to it you're not alone and it's not just me and you either there's a lot of people that

feel this way all right here goes Evan I feel weird I feel weird I haven't added to my gratitude

list in weeks it just hasn't crossed my mind what used to be the last thing I did before I closed

my eyes at night hasn't been touched there's so much to be grateful for I think about my blessings

every day but how is it that I get so caught up in life that I don't even take a moment to reflect

how come at the end of each and every damn drained not drained by anything specific but simply

by the pressure of life I've been feeling assorted to association lately I question who I am

...