467. A Vulnerable Deep Dive with Jessica Gill of To Be Magnetic on Manifesting, Science vs. Magic & What the Collective Is Moving Through
The Balanced Blonde // Soul On Fire
Dear Media
4.6 • 2.8K Ratings
🗓️ 4 February 2026
⏱️ 63 minutes
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Summary
In today’s episode, I’m sitting down with someone who truly walks the walk when it comes to manifestation, emotional alchemy, and doing the deep inner work that actually changes your life. Also, I started the episode with a nervous breakdown (lol) which was the most honest thing I was truly processing and we share it with you in real time.
This conversation with Jessica Gill of To Be Magnetic is raw, honest, and beautifully human. She is a powerhouse of knowledge and I know that every word will land with you. We’re talking manifesting.
Not the shiny “vision board your dream life” version of manifestation.
But the real version.
The kind where you cry on your kitchen floor.
Where old memories surface out of nowhere.
Where your nervous system unravels before it rewires.
Where you realize healing isn’t about bypassing the hard stuff — it’s about finally feeling safe enough to feel it all.
We talk about what it really means to manifest from authenticity (not performance), how unprocessed emotions quietly block the things we want most, and why so many of us right now feel like we’re shedding entire identities.
If you’ve been feeling tender… stretched… cracked open… or like your old life doesn’t fit anymore — this episode will feel like a deep exhale.
Like someone turning on a light and saying,
“you’re not behind. you’re becoming.”
This felt less like an interview and more like two women sitting across from each other saying the things we don’t usually say out loud.
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who this episode is for:
- anyone curious about energy work but craving grounded explanations
- people who feel “stuck” despite doing mindset or manifestation work
- those healing chronic stress, burnout, or physical symptoms
- anyone wanting to expand without overwhelming their nervous system
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| 0:00.0 | The following podcast is a Dear Media production. |
| 0:09.1 | Hey guys, it's Jordan Younger, your host of the Balance Blonde Soul on Fire podcast. |
| 0:14.3 | Here we go deep on all things, astrology, awakening, wellness, motherhood, channeling, aliens, and so much more. We have deep conversations. |
| 0:23.9 | We go to other realms. It's a lot of fun. So stick around. Let's dive on in. I cannot wait to connect. |
| 0:34.4 | Hello and welcome back to the show. I'm so happy that you're here. Today's episode is, |
| 0:42.1 | oh my God, it is such a deep one. Vulnerable would be an understatement. And you guys will see why |
| 0:50.3 | we're getting into a conversation with Jessica Gill, a dear friend of mine who is the |
| 0:57.4 | chief content officer of To Be Magnetic. You guys know TBM. You love TBM. We've had Lacey on the show |
| 1:05.1 | many times. And this conversation with Jessica was nothing like I thought it was going to be, and you're going to see why, |
| 1:13.6 | but it was everything that it needed to be. |
| 1:17.4 | So I think I'll just start by saying, you're going to hear me break down at the beginning of this conversation. |
| 1:24.7 | And I'll give you a little bit of context so that we don't just dive into the |
| 1:28.7 | conversation and you hear me sobbing and you're going to be like, what's going on? I feel so bad for her. |
| 1:34.8 | So I just want to start by saying, don't feel bad for me. These were a lot of emotions that |
| 1:40.7 | really needed to be processed. This was extremely cathartic, and although I would never |
| 1:47.6 | hope to basically have a nervous breakdown in my podcast studio, it had to happen. And I have just been |
| 1:56.4 | feeling so sensitive lately more than ever. going out into the world specifically going into |
| 2:04.2 | west hollywood and going into these buildings that are so different from everything else that |
| 2:11.2 | I'm used to and everything that I do on a daily basis working from home channeling the Pleiadians |
| 2:17.2 | taking care of my kids, |
| 2:19.0 | volunteering at preschool, all of the things. This is just so different. And that's not that. |
| 2:25.1 | There's nothing wrong with that. It's just that I have grown increasingly sensitive over the |
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