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Hello Bestees. Welcome back to China to Kero.

Can you believe we're already halfway through December and it's about to be 2023?

Like did I dissociate or black out this entire year because how is it December?

I have no freaking idea. Also, I'm sorry about the sound. I feel like every week since

I've moved into my new house, the sound is different for each episode.

I'm trying to figure it out. I'm trying to figure out what room in the house sounds the best.

There's a bunch of different noises inside the house, outside the house. It's kind of a mess.

I'm trying to figure it out, but thank you for sticking with me and dealing with it.

Anyways, last episode or the episode before that, I told you I wanted to do an episode about

vision boards and prepping for the new year. And we'll definitely get to that by the end of this

month. But I wanted to get to this topic first because your girl has been struggling. I feel like

I say this every week, but your girl has been struggling the past like two months. I have just been

beating myself up, especially this past week. And I have not been very loving or nice to myself.

I've just been super in my head. And I think it's because the year is coming to an end. And I'm

reflecting on the past year and comparing it to where I thought I'd be or where I wanted to be.

And when you're in your head and you're going through it, it's hard to remember that you're not

the only one. And that's kind of where I've been at and what I've been feeling. So I had to pull my

head out of my ass for a second and remind myself that if I'm feeling this way, there has to be

other people that feel this way as well, whether that's because they haven't accomplished the

things that they wanted to this year or they feel like they could have done better. Or you know,

there's people who just are really fucking means to themselves. Like I sit and record this

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