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Radical Empathy

#4 - Ex-Cult Member | Living In a Cave With 44 Siblings

Radical Empathy

Jubilee Media

Society & Culture

4.9716 Ratings

🗓️ 29 March 2020

⏱️ 38 minutes

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Summary

Calvin Wayman sits down with John and shares his experiences of growing up in a polygamist family. He describes his gradual journey out of that reality and shares some of the tools he acquired along the way including a major throwback to Plato.

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0:00.0

And in that moment, I realized everything that I thought was true came from my dad, came from my moms, came from the church.

0:07.6

There was not a single fucking thing that I could say, I gained this myself and brother.

0:15.4

That scared the living hell out of me.

0:18.0

The powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse.

0:25.1

What will your verse be?

0:30.7

You are listening to Radical Empathy.

0:37.3

I'm your host, John Regalado, and today we're just going to get right into it.

0:42.2

It is March 28, 2020, and the world is upside down right now.

0:47.9

There's probably a good chance that you are stuck at home right now, like me.

0:52.2

So this podcast hopefully will give you something to think about and distract you from your

0:57.1

isolation.

0:58.6

A lot of you had great thoughts to share about our last episode.

1:02.4

We will share those another time.

1:04.6

But today I'm just kind of feeling a little somber and I just want to keep it simple and focus

1:09.6

on my featured interview, which is with Calvin.

1:12.4

Calvin grew up in a Mormon fundamentalist community. His family practiced polygamy. He had four

1:18.6

moms, 44 siblings, and one dad. So today we're just going to focus on his story, but more

1:24.2

importantly, we're going to focus on this idea of living inside of a cave.

1:30.2

As we have this time where all of us are sort of in our own caves in isolation, I think there's

1:36.3

a tremendous opportunity for us to really reflect and kind of look inside ourselves and see if there

1:42.3

are things about ourselves that can be challenged to kind of reframe

1:45.8

our reality in small ways but probably also in big ways. And I think it's safe to say that the

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