And I just remember not wanting to really know, like I didn't want to know which truck

it was, because I didn't want to hear that they were gone.

Traversing the distance between what we think we want and what it will take to make us

happy is a journey we often don't know we're on until it's nearly at its end.

And then we sometimes find it impossible to accept what truly makes us happy because

we didn't understand what we really wanted in the first place.

Tyler Lutian thought he wanted to do something that he could be proud of, and he did.

But the cost wasn't what he thought it would be, and happiness didn't follow after it.

A part of me was pissed off, because I wanted to go kill the motherfuckers that did this.

There was nothing to take my aggravation or violence out on, and it was like being

contained within another jar again.

What is true bravery?

What makes a hero a hero?

Tested by the worries of what's happening at home, thousands of miles away, and the

reality of what you're facing here, and now.

And your life is in danger every second, and it's either killed or be killed.

An original podcast from In-Congruity Media.

This is Anthony Russo, and this is war.

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Multiple job sites, stacks of resumes, a confusing review process.

But today, hiring can be easy, and you only have to go to one place to get it done.

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