Hi friends, so yes you're at the title right, but this is not gonna be an episode of me just reading the absolute shit out of you

I nobody likes you nobody wants you nobody chooses you

This is gonna be an episode about the awareness that I've gained recently and y'all this shit hit me in the face

Like I've been hitting the face a lot, but this motherfucker rocked me okay like KO this awareness about like took me out

But I'm gonna break it all down and I'm gonna try and make it useful for you guys to it's not about what's wrong with you

It's just about what's wrong with what you're doing

But one thing to get is you cannot make someone care about you you cannot

Control if someone cares about you or not, but there's a lot of shit

You might be doing that prevents people from caring about you or makes them not want to care about you

And a big thing with that is safety if someone feels like it is unsafe to care about you

They will hold the fuck back from that

Okay, so let's get serious for a second because I have to do my Pisces cry boohoo cry cry shit

And then I'm gonna get into like breaking down the awareness, but my whole life

I have always been the one that cares more

Like when it comes to people when it comes to relationships especially when it comes to liking someone or even with friendships

Like I always just feel like I'm the one that's more connected to them than they are to me

I'm always the one that cares more and that fucking shit hurts. That's a pain

That I'm tired of fucking experiencing you know like when the fuck is someone gonna like like me

As much not even more just as much as I like them like I'm scared the day that that happens though

Cuz bitch I'd be ready to kill for anybody like once I care about you

I will do anything for you like you gonna leave me

I'll kill you, but if you need me to kill for you, I will I've got you like I'll protect you at all fucking costs

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