Do you feel behind? Like God gave you something to give to the world, and yet it felt like you missed

your moment. Like God gave your calling to someone with a prettier feed or better timing, and,

well, this episode is for you. You see, I know you because you're like me. You've been scrolling

and spiraling.

You might see that they've launched their thing that you wanted to launch.

They finished their book.

They built the business.

They're raising those unicorn children.

And meanwhile, you're trying to keep your house from looking like a scene from

hoarders, ministry edition.

Yeah, I get it. A lot of times it feels like

we are behind. And I want you to know something. You are not behind. You are in process. And

God's timing is perfect. You are not going to miss it. See, God doesn't work off your planner

or your Instagram highlight reel. He works off of his plan and his timing.

I remember many years ago, I was in the process of hoping that God would give me a place to minister and to teach and all the things.

And here I was. I was this 19-year-old woman who had really began to have some favor in my life.

All of a sudden, I began to travel and speak.

And I was being invited to not big places, like 10, 15 people, but these events where I would go and speak.

And I was cleaning houses on the weekends and speaking on the weekday, cleaning house on the weekday and speaking on the weekends and at one point I was

invited to be on staff at this church in Reading, California called Bethel Church. And here I was 19.

It was a dream job. Oh my gosh, of course. I would love to be on staff as a pastor. I wasn't even a

pastor at the church I was at. And I was going to be a pastor for a Friday night service, and I just thought, this is amazing. But God said no. I mean,

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