Christina L (a pseudonym) shares about learning to stand up for herself after an abusive rehab therapist preyed on her as she was getting sober and the confusion of not knowing what he was doing was wrong. She shares about her dysfunctional family, being bullied by boys in middle school, binge eating, and always being the "good child" by never making waves (unlike her sister who got most of the attention through speaking up or getting in trouble) but also never learning how to talk to her parents about her struggles for fear of bringing more chaos into an already unstable home. She also talks about the difficulties in getting mental health treatment in her country, England. This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp online counseling. To try a week for free go to www.BetterHelp.com/mental and fill out a questionnaire. Must be 18. This episode is sponsored by Casper Mattresses. Help the podcast by checking out their highly rated products and to let them know you found out about them from the show go to www.Casper.com/mental and use the code MENTAL at checkout. This episode is sponsored by Audible's Where Should We Begin? Go to www.Audible.com/Esther If you'd like to help out the podcast go to www.mentalpod.com/donate Every little bit helps, whether it's money or frequent flyer miles. Also when you shop through our Amazon page they donate money to our podcast but your product isn't any more expensive. You can also help by going to Itunes and giving us a good rating. It helps bring more people to the show. Also spreading the word through social media helps! Here is our Facebook page and our Twitter Page @mentalpod See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.