Hi friends, so I'm gonna go ahead and start this episode off with an apology

because I am sorry for how this episode is about to fuck your shit up. Okay?

You're not gonna be the same after it. Your whole outlook's gonna change. It's gonna

hurt your feelings about 40 Lumb times and I'm sorry about it. These are all the

things I've learned about missing someone, something, missing memories, missing a

certain time in your life. We're gonna get into all of it. But it's just about

like missing something. Whether it's a person-placed thing now, idea. We're gonna

get into each little area but I gotta tell you some things about how to navigate

it and just a lot of shit that's going on that you don't realize. So like I'm

unpack it off for you. I am gonna be vulnerable in this episode. I'm gonna give you

personal examples from shit that I've gone through and I'm gonna tell you how I

got through it. Okay? So the first thing I want to start off talking about is

when you miss a person. Whether it's a friend, a sibling, a partner, a parent,

anything you miss, like especially a goddamn X. I guess the fucking worst. It

makes you want to fucking throw up. Like I feel like a cat with a hairball. Like I

don't want to fucking be dealing with that. You know? So I've only ever been in one

relationship and y'all know that. And I avoid talking about that shit because of

how it ended and ended in court. It ended as bad as you could imagine a breakup

going. Like the shit that fucking happened, you couldn't even make up for a

goddamn movie. Okay? Like one, what happened in the relationship? You couldn't

make up for a movie. And then how it ended bitch. Oh my fucking god. Like I don't

even want to touch on it. I don't even want to touch that topic with a 10-foot

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