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Welcome back to Conversations with Cam, and we're doing a solo episode today, and we're getting

very, very honest. And I have a feeling that not being on video and being in a bed while I record this because that's where I am. If you hear

the sheets moving around, that's because I'm quite literally in bed recording this. It's going to

make for an even more honest and potentially vulnerable experience for us all. I think I mentioned this in the episode of Lucy,

and again, I'm not sure which is coming out first.

But in terms of video, I'm not doing video for this episode

because honestly, just planning purposes, I'm at the beach.

I didn't want to figure out how to bring my camera and navigate all of that

and try to make it work because it's not even

going to be as good as the studio. So then it's like, is it even worth it? Is there a reason for that?

Whatever. And or is there a need for that. And then the other part is I'm doing a bit of an experiment

because to peel back the curtain for you all, I've noticed video takes so much more work and effort and time,

and that's totally fine. And like, honestly, financially, like, you know, hiring someone out and

assisting with the editing and all of those things. And part of me does enjoy that and loves it.

And I am fine doing that. But the other part of me is

like, is that actually worth it? Is it making a difference? Is it really changing anything?

And so this is a bit of an experiment where I'm going to see on the back end if the numbers are

any different and kind of use it as a case study

for moving forward because what we're going to talk about in this episode is a bit of this

like summer reassess that I'm having because your girl burnt herself to a fucking crisp when it comes to burnout.

And I want to also just quickly note, I'm recording this during my depressive window of my

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