I dealt with a lot of infidelity in my first marriage.

A lot of body hate, both verbally, and there were times where my body had black and blue marks on them asking me when I would lose this.

Kelly escaped the pain of her first marriage and embarked on a journey of self-love and

finally found the man of her dreams.

But instead of her happily ever after, she found new challenges.

I guess the most painful was that I learned that my husband had a low sex drive.

And coming off of infidelity and coming off of so much body hate, it felt really personal.

It felt like it was me.

I was the cause of this low sex drive.

It was beginning to feel heartbreakingly familiar.

And I was like, you know what? I can't do this anymore. I cannot feel this rejected anymore.

Like I've told myself, I'm done with that. That part of my life is in my history. I've worked so

hard on going through so

much trauma work and so much therapy and physically changing my body and like I'm back in the same

spot. She was at a breaking point when out of the blue a neighbor handed her my book.

Even though she didn't know what she was giving me,

I knew what my marriage really looked like behind closed doors.

And I was desperate to make sure that my second marriage was going to be a success.

And I didn't hesitate for one second.

I just, I started binging on your podcast that day.

What she did next changed everything.

My marriage is, honestly, it's the most beautiful, intimate, loving, respectful, connecting relationship.

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