I am back at St. Jude with my daughter Lane and we are back in the hospital.

I mean, I'm not in the hospital right now. I think they have regulations against setting up an

entire podcast studio in the actual hospital. Lane is in the hospital.

My aunt is with her. My aunt has wonderfully come out to stay with us to help us with this

inpatient round, and we take turns being up at the hospital with Lane. So sadly for Lane,

she doesn't get early access to the podcast by hearing me yelling here in our St. Jude housing.

As I've said before, her bedroom is actually the wall that is right behind mine.

So how blessed is she?

I mean, you think, you know, cancer is a bad thing, but she gets early access to the Jen Fullweiler show.

So I mean,

pros and cons here. As usual, it is, it's, it's a challenge, you know, to just fight through all

this and see your kid be in a tough situation.

And so I go back to the hospital shortly after I record this.

And I've been in the hospital quite a bit.

And I just pass the time and hang out with Lane and try to get some sleep.

And anyone who's ever been in the hospital with a kid

just knows how all of that goes. And I was preparing this podcast episode while I was still

in there. And I was thinking about what I wanted to say on this one because it's, you know,

it's just, it's a difficult thing. The reason Lane is in the hospital is because she's

receiving some chemotherapy that is so crazy and so intense that you have to be fully inpatient in a

hospital in a bed to receive it. And they, they wear the nurses wear this hazmat suit thing

to even handle it. I mean, it's a big, it's a very intense kind of chemo. It's not like you've

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