Okay, let's fucking try this again. Hi friends. So I'm trying my best to figure out the audio of this fucking podcast because last week's episode

I was holding my phone literally just in my hand the whole time and

The audio sounded like ass for like half of it. So I have my little phone right now

Propped up on a little stand above my head and I'm hoping that the audio is good for like my closet is too big

To make it not sound like shit. I don't have enough clothes in here to make it like a padded room because that's what you need

Girl, I might as well have to get a fucking microphone and like really actually do a podcast

Instead of using my damn phone. So what I want to talk about this week is motivation and

Inspiration and a little bit of how to like stay disciplined when you don't fucking feel like it

I can do a full podcast episode about self discipline

So I'm not gonna hit on the too hard. This one is just gonna be about motivation and inspiration

Cuz I've learned a lot about it and the reason I kind of want to make it two different episodes is because self discipline is

What's in your control like that's fully dependent upon you?

Motivation and feeling inspired and feeling like energized to do shit. That's a feeling you can do things to

Encourage that but there's no way to guarantee that like self discipline is guaranteed

You can make yourself fucking do something regardless

But you can't make yourself feel something so I'm a run my mouth about

Motivation and inspiration in this episode and then I'll do another one on self discipline if y'all want it

I'm gonna start this whole fucking thing off with like me trying to stop drinking

Can't even get it out of my mouth before I start fucking giggling because I love it to Kila

We all know this and I don't drink like a daily at all

I'm not like a drinker drinker, but when I drink I drunk a bitch

Like when I go out I like to drink like if I'm going out to be social I'll go drink

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