Okay, I just got back from being in Utah for most of last week and I thought it would be fun to share some of my spiritual high

highlights and then also some of my lows and what I was dealing with last week

and most of all share with you this once in a lifetime opportunity that I had to have a

conversation with someone that's a leader, not just a leader in our church, but we believe that

there are 12 apostles on the earth now

just like there were at the time that Jesus lived on the earth and so I got to

speak to privately just have a conversation with an apostle of Jesus Christ or a special witness of Jesus

Christ.

So I'm going to share that conversation.

It was really special and I got to ask him about the thing that I've been struggling

with the most recently.

But first I just want to start off with some of the chain of events that happened this week

because they were really cool to witness.

And I've been trying to come up with a phrase like a good term that would

you know encapsulate everything that I experienced and witnessed and witnessed and so the best I could come up with was the answered prayer continuum because

what I saw was different people being an answer to other people's prayers and

then certain people being an answer to my prayer and then me being able to be an answer to

someone else's prayer. It was just really cool. So starting out, I got to Utah and I ended up staying with my friend Lindsay the first night because she lives in Utah County and I had things going on the first night and then the next very next morning in Utah County and so it wouldn't have made a lot of sense for me to drive

all the way up to Bountful where my parents live and then all the way back down.

So Lindsay was so gracious and had me stay with her and the next day, so the next morning after I got there, she had invited this woman

named Shauna over who met Lindsay and me when we spoke at an International

Women's Day event in LA a few weeks ago and it

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