As a creative person you can't just go full on into the creative process only you have to deal with a bunch of other things

How does that work for you? How do you kind of manage your creative output and outflow along with all the other stuff

you have to do to keep that alive?

That's a really good question.

It's really challenging because I find that like in many ways all my all my

years of dancing with my creative voice has led me to this moment of being able to juggle it with my everyday

mundane demands and routines and all those things.

Like I've been I've been writing since I mean I've been writing for as long as I can remember but I was like

always working on something you know since high school like you know, since high school.

Like, you know, I had a little blackberry that I would take to school or rather leave at,

I would like my, I would take the train with my mom and in high school every so often and like, you know, whenever I did I would I would write on my on my

blackberry all the stories that I had in my mind all the observations that I

made on the train little things like that and so I was always with it you know what I mean like I was always on on beat with it and then on my way back home I would also do the same thing like you know I would always be with my writing and so what I find is that even still like you know I have this visual in my mind that like the creative well spring is always there and like in me I'm

always sitting beside it but in my conscious reality like in where I am in the moment, I'm also at this table, you know, with the journal in front of me having this conversation with you. You know, if I'm, you know, doing dishes and doing, you know if I'm you know doing dishes and doing you know cooking and

doing mundane things there is a part of me that is also like still there in that

creative stream trying to see if there's a relationship between what I'm

working through on the inside and what is going on in the outside and how I relate

to that thing or how present I can be with that thing or how present I can be with that thing. And oftentimes what I find is that there

are like little synchronicities between what I'm feeling, what I'm working through on the inside, and

my relationship to my activity.

So for example, I'll notice that like my ability to be present with the mundane

is dependent on how at ease or at peace I am with what I'm currently

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