Porn Free Radio, Episode 2.43. Have you ever found yourself staying up late at night and you're

already fatigued and tired and you know you need to go to bed, but something in you is compelled

to get on your computer or pick up your phone and do a search? And the next thing you know,

you spend two or three hours going down the rabbit hole with porn, and then

you collapse in the bed, more tired, more fatigued, and you're like, why did I do that?

Or how about this? Have you ever spent a few hours trying to circumvent the safeguards and filters

that you set up in your environment to keep yourself safe from porn.

Like something in you is driven to try to find the loophole or the workaround

so you can get to something illicit or stimulating.

Do you find yourself easily prone to distraction, going to escape, avoiding things, or procrastinating.

Even when things are important, you put them off.

How about this?

Have you ever been watching porn and you're suddenly aware that you're actually bored?

You're bored at what you're watching, but you keep watching it.

How about this one? This is a little more vulnerable.

Have you ever been sort of in the zone with porn all in?

You've created sort of that safe bubble and you're just pursuing things and clicking on things

and watching things.

And oops, you accidentally orgasm and you're disappointed. You're like, that's not how I wanted this to end.

The bubbles popped. The fantasy kind of dissolves. And you're just sitting there.

Or how about this? Last question. Do you ever feel entitled?

Like you just need a break?

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