Welcome back to what have you. I'm Rachel Jankovic and Becca Merkel.

And here we are in the back to school hubbub crashing it well.

It is. It is. The non-college. crashing and it well it is

I guess is everyone is everyone's first week

No, no and I say second week and as a second it feels like Daphne as a freshman had the

Prologa so she's on her third week Lena's on our second week and everybody else is on their end of their first week.

And I feel like I'm 112.

Well, that I told you this already,

but I feel like I've had a big breakthrough,

a big mental breakthrough.

Because most of my life, I have been having school,

the start of the school year,

and if you came.

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, you told me this. I did because I but the last two years

I personally have not had a back to school thing like the family everybody in the family is but the last two

years were also full throttle crazy and so I wasn't I was occupied other in other things but this year life was a little

steadier and for the last like month I've been having this frantic

desperate need to like figure out my schedule like I just need to figure out my

schedule but it's like but I can't we have grace agenda we have a trip I just

I just need to figure out my schedule but I can't we have grace agenda we have a trip But I'm gonna sit down and I'm gonna figure it out and it was just feeling like really

This terrible deep need and I suddenly realized it's August and that's why because yeah for so many

augusts when the weather feels like this you get new notebooks you get a planner you sharpen your pencils you have a new

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