Hello everyone and welcome to part two. I love that you joined us. My guest today, Alyssa, she is a trip,

and she wants to get pregnant now and it's not happening for us.

She's really frustrated.

She's got a little anger rolling there and it's really, really, really, really envious of all of her friends

seem to have babies and the baby showers and she says her body is a failure and really dreads

another negative pregnancy test again and this affects her husband her life her friends you know I

think I've said enough this is powerful and welcome to the work. Welcome to self-inquiry.

Let's move into part two. Time together with Alyssa.

I think this one's important. They're all important, but I just trust you'll go back and get what we've missed.

But you should be planning a baby shower for yourself.

Is it true?

No.

No. Now notice when you look at the test and it's negative, how you react when you think the thought I should be planning a baby shower,

making birthing plans.

I get angry and I lose my connection to the day that I'm in.

It's like the day that I'm in is wasted.

And notice the images in your head of past, future, when you think that I should be planning a baby shower,

making birthing plans and the test is negative again?

The images I see are future negative tests.

It's always going to be this way.

Yep, yep, so be there.

Okay.

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