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ποΈ 28 October 2025
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| 0:00.0 | I'm sitting there in the basement of my duplex in East Nashville, and I just think it's all over. |
| 0:08.9 | You know, I lied for the one last time. |
| 0:11.4 | I can't stay sober. |
| 0:13.1 | I'm also mixing prescription drugs at this point that have been prescribed to me. |
| 0:17.1 | And the strange thing about suicide, too, when you get to this low of a point is I could |
| 0:24.2 | describe and even now I struggle with it but an inability to connect a numbness and a real lack of |
| 0:33.7 | excitement unless it's a very dangerous or, you know, a situation that's really |
| 0:40.4 | adrenaline raising. I was genuinely happy about deciding to end my life. This weight was going to be |
| 0:47.6 | lifted off of me and I wouldn't be anybody's problem anymore. I keep my Glock 19 locked and loaded |
| 0:53.1 | ready in my nightstand in case I need to use it. |
| 0:55.8 | And I have my cleaning kit there. |
| 0:57.9 | And I was laid everything out and I was sitting on the edge of my bed and I was going to make it kind of look like I was trying to clean the weapon. |
| 1:07.2 | And I planned on shooting around in my femoral artery on my on my left side. |
| 1:13.1 | There was a couple of ways that God intervened for me because as I'm sitting there, excited and |
| 1:21.9 | relieved, you know, there was no doubt about it. I was going to do it and I was happy to do it. |
| 1:39.6 | Yeah. no doubt about it, I was going to do it. And I was happy to do it. All right, guys, welcome back to part two of this week's episode of Game of Crimes with |
| 1:43.1 | Murph in the morning. |
| 1:46.0 | I know we left you hanging yesterday, didn't we? |
| 1:58.6 | But like I said yesterday, I didn't want to rush through the parts that we're going through now because if you recall, if you haven't watched yesterday's episode, go listen to it now, please, because you need to hear that part before you hear this part. |
| 2:02.6 | But where we left it yesterday in a nutshell is Jeremy here. |
| 2:04.0 | Jeremy locks our guest this week. |
| 2:07.7 | He's finishing up his military career. |
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