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Delusional Diaries

2025 wrapped

Delusional Diaries

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4.61.2K Ratings

🗓️ 31 December 2025

⏱️ 51 minutes

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Summary

it is New Year’s Eve, and in this episode of Delusional Diaries, Halley and Jaz catch up after a rough holiday stretch, unpacking everything from being violently sick with the flu to navigating grief, canceled plans, and the strange emotional whiplash that comes with the end of the year. they reflect on Christmas not going as expected, the loneliness that can creep in during downtime, and how loss puts everything into perspective, even when you don’t quite know what to say or feel.


from there, the girls spiral into their classic b**ching hour, one last time for 2025: why shopping in Aritzia should be classified as an extreme sport, why sidewalk etiquette in New York is apparently a lost art, and the internet’s obsession with correcting women in relationships. they also get candid about online comments, ownership, boundaries, and why saying “we” doesn’t suddenly erase a woman’s independence or accomplishments.


the episode wraps with a chaotic but heartfelt 2025 recap: favorite songs, trips, outfits, purchases, crash-outs, and milestones, along with reflections on female friendship, partnership vs. best friendship, and why having your person in different forms matters. we’re closing the year exactly as we lived it: honest, imperfect, and surrounded by the people who make it survivable. if this year humbled you, broke you open, or changed you forever, this episode is for you.


Timestamps

0:23 - Jaz’s flu 

8:06 - Bitching hour 

16:01 - Is your husband your best friend?

22:06 - Heated Rivalry 

27:23 - Our 2025 wrapped 

44:42 - 12 Grapes under the table 


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0:00.0

Hi, guys, welcome back to Delusional Diaries podcast. I'm Howley. And I'm Jazz. I did not think we would make it back on this couch. I did. But I did not. That was really rough. I was so sick, guys. I got the flu, and it was just absolutely awful. It was like a whole week of just being absolutely miserable. Yeah, I'm very glad I did not catch it from you. I saw you at the very front of your before it even hit me. Yeah, but that's when

0:37.9

you're most contagious. Yeah, but I wasn't even feeling. Yeah. You know what I also hate is like during flu season, people will like be out somewhere like getting their hair done. They're like, oh my God, like you're, were you just sick? My husband's sick right now. I hope I don't. Yeah, you're like...

0:53.8

People go out and they're so irresponsible.

0:56.3

If you know you are sick, stay the fuck. sick my my husband's sick right now like i hope i don't yeah i hear like go out and they're so

0:54.9

irresponsible leave you know you are sick stay the fuck home like it is it just drives me fucking

1:00.2

crazy why are you out i completely agree um i am actually at 7 p.m tonight getting my flu and

1:08.5

covid shots because i wasn't able to do that for a second because

1:12.5

of like the infusions that I was getting on or whatever. And honestly, I was prioritizing that

1:16.5

over a flu shot. But now I can get it or whatever, like some not as immunosuppressed. And I am

1:24.0

very excited to get those. So I, even though I don't love getting them, I feel like both at the same time, I feel like

1:29.3

I'm not going to feel great tonight. But like, who cares though? Yeah. I will never be too busy for a flu shot again because I get them every single year. And I just like, I got really caught up with all my travel schedule that I didn't get it. And I've never regretted that more. And funny enough, I actually had my flu shot booked for this past weekend, but I had to cancel because I obviously got the flu.

1:47.4

Yeah.

1:48.0

And. and I've never regretted that more. And funny enough, I actually had my flu shot booked for this past weekend, but I had to cancel because I obviously got the flu. Yeah. And now I had to like wait for like your body to be better before you can get the shot. So I get my like in a week from now or whatever. But just like, oh, no. Never be too busy. 100%. I am very excited to get that. And I can't believe we used to like get those COVID shots like on the fucking regular. Like I was like counting down the days till I could get the next one. So I like had it like. What did you have? Do you remember? I think Moderna. That's what I had. I think Moderna. And then I saw when I was selecting on the CVS thing today. It was like, I'm going to be honest. I haven't got the COVID shot in like probably, I don't know. Like I don't think I got it last year. I obviously had it the year prior maybe, but I don't. The year prior together. Yeah, but yes, but I definitely didn't get it last year, which is like totally on me. Granted, I didn't get it, but still, like, should have definitely gotten the COVID shot and not, like, just literally because I forgot not because of like, I don't believe in it. But I saw this year when I was selecting, there's like a brand new one that I've never even heard of before. It's like, it says like you can either pick Pfizer or Moderna, like, you get one of those or there's like a third option.

2:51.0

I've never heard of that.

2:52.0

I was like, I don't know what that is. I just picked Pfizer or Madonna because I was like, whatever, I had a fine experience. I feel like sometimes people like really, like my mom, love her to death, but she literally acts like, I feel like half of it's a placebo that she just like knows she's getting this shot. And she's like, no, like you don't understand.

3:07.5

Like, I'm going to get so sick for that day.

3:10.1

And I'm like, but I feel like that might be a placebo like

3:12.7

yeah it depends on the person I guess yeah but I'm like either way worth it no definitely 24 hours of

3:19.5

like not feeling great is definitely take that over anything else yeah over like getting sick for six days so yeah

3:26.9

anyway how was your christmas my christmas we actually canceled we were going to go to kevin's families

3:31.9

for christmas eve like we normally do of those two years we've done that um and because we were so sick

3:37.8

and obviously we had there's a new baby in the family we're just like and he's like a 50 person like Christmas Eve we're like like your family or like Kevin's family has a new baby yeah yeah sorry I thought you were referring to Stacy at first and I was like I'm no no sorry um me and Kevin are now an aunt and uncle there's a new baby so we didn't want to get anyone sick we would just feel awful for that and you're at the very tail end like we were feeling like basically like 95% back to normal, but we were just like, don't feel good about it. So yeah, didn't do Christmas Eve. So we just drove out to the house on Christmas Eve and checked it on the bathroom renovations. And then Christmas Day, we just chilled at the apartment in the city. And honestly, it was like really nice, like just chilling. But at the same time, me and Kevin have been in the same apartment not leaving at all for like nine days at this point. Yeah. So let me just say it was fantastic to have a conversation with Halle yesterday in person. Yeah. Like I love him to death. But I haven't had any other human interaction besides Kevin, especially because, like,

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