Hello there. It's me.

I'm doing a little update because I'm not feeling 100% right now and instead of just doing the normal thing where I let you guys sit in a lurch.

I thought I would just do a little update.

You can hear a little noise in the background probably because I'm

making hot food for the first time in three days. Yay. Why have I fallen into this depressive

episode? Well, unfortunately, if you're tired of COVID, you definitely don't want to

fucking hear anything more about this. And if you think I'm a loser or crazy about COVID,

you definitely don't want to hear any more about this. But that's exactly what's happened here. And I'm a loser or crazy about COVID. You definitely don't want to hear any more about this.

But that's exactly what's happened here. And I'm hoping to bank on the goodwill of what I've done so far in 2021 and showing you guys that the wheels just kind of fell off the fucking truck in mid-March.

So, why So Why? Why did this depressive episode hit me?

Usually I don't really know, but this one was not at all confusing because it was external.

And the reason for the depression is not changing.

It's not going away.

I'm trying to make peace with that.

And it's very frustrating.

So here we go, and attempting to be better in every way.

And mostly having a good time about it, just not lately.

Here is the COVID Depression special.

I know you're all worried, and that's why I am recording this.

Because if I don't get this, you know how your orgasmic bliss.

I should have written a proper theme song.

Instead, I just had wrote this this and you have to hum along.

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