4.6 • 9.9K Ratings
🗓️ 16 March 2021
⏱️ 52 minutes
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“I close my eyes even to this day reliving it over and over in my head like, ‘Did that really happen?’ I wasn’t for sure that it was really real.”
Producer: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits
Episode Summary: A mother struggles to raise her child through a series of chaotic relationships, when one day, as her daughter’s mental illness spirals out of control, an unthinkable decision will change their lives forever
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Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, self-harm, sexual abuse, suicide attempt, car accident, near death experience, severe injury, explicit language
Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper
Music Bed: “Union Flow” – Spuntic
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0:00.0 | This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events. |
0:04.2 | Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode |
0:07.6 | and for more information about support services. |
0:15.7 | Today's episode is the second in a two-part series. |
0:18.5 | Last week's episode featured Brittany, who told the story of an unthinkable decision |
0:22.3 | involving her and her mother that dramatically altered both of their lives. |
0:25.8 | Today we hear from Brittany's mother, Jessie, |
0:28.1 | who shares her perspective on her own life and her own experience of what happened. |
0:32.8 | Also a quick reminder to check out the newly revamped website for the show. |
0:36.1 | This is actually happening.com. |
0:38.3 | There in the story you'll find a number of new designs for t-shirts, posters, stickers, and postcards |
0:42.8 | that we just launched last week. |
0:44.5 | That's this is actually happening.com. |
0:47.2 | Thank you for listening. |
0:50.5 | I close my eyes even to this day, reliving it over and over in my head, like that really happened. |
0:57.9 | I wasn't for sure that it was really real. |
1:02.0 | In my mind, I know that's what I saw, but I don't want to believe that's what happened. |
1:16.3 | From laundry, I'm Whit Missildine. |
1:19.5 | You are listening to this is actually happening. |
1:31.0 | Episode 182. |
1:34.6 | What if your daughter committed a seemingly unforgivable act? |
1:41.7 | Hey prime members, you can listen to this is actually happening. |
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