Hey everybody, welcome to Maritra Martini's, I'm Adam, here is Danielle.

Hello, I do, we're doing a wedding episode, very much anticipated wedding episode.

Oh, you just jumped right into it.

I did, but I wanted to preface this episode with, when we got married, we were very young,

24 by today's standards, and very immature, did not know what the fuck we were doing, and I think,

correct me if I'm wrong Danielle, that either number one, people are going to be like,

holy shit, what is wrong with you guys?

Or number two, wow, that's really relatable, I get it.

I'm hoping number two, I think both, I think both, but the whole reason why this episode

came to be was because our anniversary was the other day, it was 19 years, and I posted

something on Instagram like just, you know, about how when we got married, we were anticipating

this dream life, but you know, that's just not what happened, we got like a real life with

all these ups and downs, and I did a little story, and I can't even tell you first of all

how many messages I got, because in the story I said, listen, my wedding day, I don't look

back on it fondly, like I didn't love it, and I think that opened up floodgates because

when you look back at your wedding, you're supposed to be like, oh, it was the best day of my life,

and you know, I would do it all over again, and it was wonderful, and I just didn't feel like that,

and a lot of people messaged me saying, you know, thank you for saying that, because I think there's,

I've always felt shame about the fact that there wasn't, you know, here it is, all this money is

being spent on you, so you should be so joyful, but at the same time, there's so much complicated

stuff around it, so, yeah, so, and it was our most viewed story ever, really, it was not viewed

by me, I didn't see it, no, you don't tell me about that, I'm not, tell you, yeah, I need to tell

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