4.6 • 9.9K Ratings
🗓️ 15 December 2020
⏱️ 62 minutes
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“I did have a hard time ever really feeling safe anywhere, and the problem was just that inside of me it wasn’t safe so it didn’t matter where I was.”
Producers: Whit Missildine
Episode Summary: After a brutal rape at age 11, a woman keeps her secret, only to be haunted decades later by events that compel her to confront her deepest fears
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Content/Trigger Warnings: rape, sexual violence, psychosis, mental illness, suicidal ideation, homicidal thoughts, explicit language
Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper
Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho
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0:00.0 | This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events. |
0:04.2 | Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode |
0:07.6 | and for more information about support services. |
0:15.8 | Today's episode will be the last new episode before a three-week holiday break |
0:19.4 | until we return again in the new year on January 12th. |
0:22.2 | However, over these three weeks, we'll be rebroadcasting three incredible episodes from the Back Catalog. |
0:27.4 | All centered around stories of people involved in life-threatening chases. |
0:31.2 | It goes without saying that this has been such a weird and challenging year, |
0:34.8 | but for this show, it's been one of exponential growth and expansion. |
0:38.2 | It is honestly so humbling to witness how many of you have connected with these stories |
0:42.2 | and with the vision of this podcast. |
0:44.0 | I can't thank you all enough for your continued support |
0:46.4 | and I wish you all the best over the holidays as we close out 2020 and usher in a new beginning. |
0:51.4 | I had an understanding that things can happen very, very quickly and change everything right away, |
0:59.0 | but I couldn't point out specific ways how. |
1:02.2 | I did have a hard time ever really feeling safe anywhere |
1:07.0 | and the problem was just that inside of me it wasn't safe. |
1:10.6 | So it didn't matter where I was. |
1:23.0 | From Wondery, I'm Whit Missaldine. |
1:26.2 | You are listening to this is actually happening. |
1:35.8 | Episode 172 |
1:39.2 | What if you were lured into an unspeakable hell? |
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