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This Is Actually Happening

171: What if you saw inside the belly of the beast?

This Is Actually Happening

Wondery

True Crime, Tiah, Documentary, Society & Culture

4.69.9K Ratings

🗓️ 8 December 2020

⏱️ 41 minutes

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Summary

“Looking down the barrel of a gun is devastating….Although I was a kid it was very clear that there was lots of hate, and I was kind of frozen.”


Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits


Episode Summary: Growing up surrounded by racism and police brutality, a man tries to understand and heal his past by seeing what’s really inside the belly of the beast.


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Today’s episode featured scholar and novelist Dr. Michael Datcher. Michael is author of the critically-acclaimed  New York Times Bestseller Raising Fences, the novel AMERICUS and the book of literary theory ANIMATING BLACK AND BROWN LIBERATION: A Theory of American Literatures. You can find out more about Michael and his work at www.michaeldatcher.com


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Content/Trigger Warnings: violence, lynching, police brutality, explicit language


Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

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Transcript

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0:00.0

This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events.

0:04.2

Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode

0:07.6

and for more information about support services.

0:15.6

Today's episode marks the first of our new three-part happening series, This Is America,

0:20.4

featuring Dr. Michael Datcher. One thing to note about today's episode,

0:24.2

when this was recorded I had recently switched to using a new recording platform due to COVID,

0:28.3

and the audio quality suffered slightly as a result. Not too much, but please bear in mind as you

0:32.8

listen. Also, next week will be the final new episode before its three-week winter break,

0:37.3

starting December 22nd, in which we will be re-broadcasting three stand-out episodes from the

0:41.6

back catalogue, all centering around stories of people involved in life-threatening chases.

0:46.2

So stay tuned and thank you for listening.

0:51.4

Looking down the barrel of a gun is devastating. I mean, I was shaking to my core.

0:57.6

I was just very afraid. And that other I was a kid, it's very clear that there was lots of hate.

1:04.1

And I was kind of frozen. I kind of froze, actually.

1:07.9

From Wondry, I'm Whit Missildine. You are listening to this is actually happening.

1:23.7

Episode 171. Happening's volume 3. This is America. Part 1. What if you saw inside the belly of the beast?

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