We're here in crystals doing a body roll. I'm doing the snake. Essential body roll.

We're going to go with that. I think so. Did I just make that up? No, no, I think we are 155. Okay, we're good. I think we are guys.

A fellow dysfunction with potterfria and I'm crystal. Here we are. What are we going to sing today? You're not singing. This is not one of those.

You're lucky. I don't have something in my head right now. Come out. Today has been crazy. I'm being punished or not being pregnant again. Mine's coming then. Yeah, the cramps are not fun. They get worse every year. It's the joy of being a uterus having person.

You guys know what segment this is. The period segment. What? It's where we complain for five whole minutes. That's everyone out the way. Every segment. Every tradition for sure. Oh, yeah. So I've been kind of dealing with that. I'm glad it's here because once it finally comes, my migraines kind of alleviate some. It's so weird. It finally starts. Yeah. It's like meaning you bleed it like release pressure. Yeah, which is fucked up. It's all bullshit.

No one asked for this. I was thinking early. Well, actually, I've been thinking, but yesterday I pointed it out. I'm like, what? You said I've been thinking. I said, good for you. Oh, shut up. I'm like, you don't even know what I'm about to say. I'm bored. I'm bored. You're not going to like it. I'm bored with life right now because I don't go anywhere. I don't do it. So I get restless and I want to do body modifications.

So I'm like tattoos, peers, do those or procedures. Like now's a great time because recovery. I'll, I'm at home anyway. Yeah. So I take a break on the third one. I know. But yeah, you know, I just been. I think that's what it is. I get restless. There's nothing. There's nothing to do. Yeah. I mentioned it. And I was in front of the kids and their dad and Mona was like, oh,

God, here we go. And I said, you knew all those are mom with her body. Yeah. Again. And then, of course, you know, like the people chime in like, oh, you don't even need that. And I'm like, listen, if I'm getting it for myself, you see, I dress like a construction worker man. Every fucking day. I'm not doing it for anybody else. I like just like the first BBL. I'm not getting it for anyone's attention, but my own. I don't be dressing like no whore and shit and trying to display it.

It's for me. So let me do me. I know. But you just calm down for a little bit, trying you start doing your art. Yeah. Yeah. I'll continue that. I have been busy with that. I have just been navigating. Yeah.

Navigating. I have. That's a new word. Navigating. Fuck grief. Still. Yeah. It's a still rush it. Stupid fucking path. Yeah. You can't rush it though. You've got to just ride it out. It's so dumb. You know, I was telling you on the porch, obviously, I was doubt's favorite. Will is our mom's favorite. So they still have that little bond. And mine is gone. And it fucking sucks. You know,

poor you. It sucks not being the favorite anymore. It just sucks not. You're my favorite. That love. I love you. You are. And then it used to be Richard. But I think now it's definitely will you. This Richard disowned us long, long ago.

But you know, I love that. Obviously for my brother, but I just miss that. Like, favorite. There's really miss my dad. Yeah. I do. I do too. I had to go buy the trailer today and, you know, do some shit with Carolyn. And I just stood on the porch for like two

minutes staring at his rocking chair. Like, fuck. Yeah. That would be hard. It is. And then I went in his room and dug through his pill drawer. I got a bottle of

pepsid. Thank God. Yeah. We can split that. I was looking for antibiotics, you know, just to have. But I guess I took the last bottle. He didn't have any. He didn't have anything else.

Good. Nothing. No other good stuff. Some psych. I found a bottle of psych meds, which we might can do something with those. The claws are real. Yeah. That's in there.

He has hella gaba. Pintin, which is like nerve medicine. Sometimes it's used for anxiety. So you got to know. I mean, bottles. If you're in the market for that prostate, you let me know.

I got you. We're open in our own fucking pharmacy. Yes. Help the community. Take that Medicare.

Speaking of blood and medical stuff. Did you know? Okay. So it's been announced on the news and shit that we're like

nationwide dangerously low levels of blood supply. It's been like that for a while. And it's getting worse. And like, Oh, what I think, yeah, I think you mentioned it before. But it's like they're making announcements and basically begging now for people to donate blood to the Red Cross. Yeah.

Did you know that it's like a federal. So every state, it's like a federal thing. You cannot donate blood if you're homosexual.

Which is so fucking dumb. Because what year when I found that out and I was in pure disbelief. So I started searching to make sure can't be reckless, right?

Right. Right. Like in 2002, that's a thing. So it's still what it's still a federal like rule. So every it applies to every. Is it due to AIDS? Is that what the big you know what I have no idea. But it they're saying it can't be

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