150. I Love My Parents But I Hate Them
Dear Little Me
Dawn Chitty
4.8 • 1.7K Ratings
🗓️ 8 May 2023
⏱️ 54 minutes
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Summary
Does a parent's trauma affect their children?
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Azzah grew up in Australia with parents who were from Russia and who had survived the war. They were traumatised. It could be a beautiful, sunny Australian day and her parents were reacting to things that had happened decades before, in a different country, in a different time. And that’s the thing about trauma. It doesn’t matter what’s happening in the here and now, it stays with us and changes our lives forever. Azzah says she was born a therapist. She needed to fix and save and she would swing back and forth between loving her parents and hating them. She felt unloved, unsupported and at times suicidal. Azzah has a refreshing take on healing and some unique insights into trauma and healing that you will definitely find helpful. You can find Azzah on HER WEBSITE.
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| 0:00.0 | I love my parents but then I hate them and then I hate that I hate them because I love them |
| 0:07.4 | and you know and these backwards and forwards and I shouldn't hate them because |
| 0:13.3 | that I love them and I don't understand what's wrong with them but I feel guilty that I hate them |
| 0:20.4 | and I need to love them for them to love me to be able to grow. I need parent energy |
| 0:29.8 | adult energy to grow myself from. So it was a big conflict and it took me years |
| 0:40.8 | to dig myself out of all of that. The confusion. |
| 0:51.6 | Welcome to how my parents raised me. I'm Dawn Chitty. When we are born we arrive here as pure |
| 0:58.2 | and perfect souls and the direction our life takes from that moment is deeply connected |
| 1:04.9 | to what our parents bring to our lives and what our parents bring to our lives is deeply connected |
| 1:11.9 | to what their parents brought to their lives and that's the cycle of families. I have always |
| 1:19.1 | craved connection with real and raw stories to understand what makes you you what makes you the |
| 1:27.7 | absolutely unique human that you are. Stories are medicine for the soul they can connect us |
| 1:36.2 | and they can change the world and so in this podcast I'm listening to beautiful souls sharing |
| 1:43.2 | their story what happened to them how they got through and how they have healed and thrived |
| 1:49.7 | despite everything to arrive right here in this moment. Content warning if you are triggered by |
| 1:58.3 | the themes of this podcast please seek a help line in your city. |
| 2:12.0 | Hey my beautiful friend do you suffer from depression? Symptoms of depression are not always |
| 2:17.4 | obvious you might feel constantly tired you might be low in energy low in motivation you might |
| 2:27.3 | have constant feelings of anxiety or worry feelings of sadness or feeling constantly guilty about |
| 2:34.8 | everything if this sounds like you take a look at the story depression it's a treatment plan |
| 2:41.8 | that works regardless of your symptoms or your age it's a totally drug-free straight forward |
| 2:49.1 | plan that explains everything you need to know about eliminating depression step by step. |
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