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What Came Next

144: [JJ Comerford] 40 Years of Emotion // Part 2

What Came Next

Broken Cycle Media

Education, Society & Culture, Self-improvement, True Crime, Documentary

4.4627 Ratings

🗓️ 3 October 2025

⏱️ 29 minutes

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Summary

Content Warning: pedophilia, religious abuse, physical abuse, rape, childhood sexual abuse, childhood sexual assault, child abuse, substance use disorder, professional abuse, self-harm, suicidal ideation, and suicide.

JJ Comerford is an author, professional, former servicemember, and survivor from Australia. In these two episodes, J.J. rawly shares about the physical and sexual abuse he experienced as a student in the private Catholic school system in the 1970’s. After decades of suffering in silence, J.J. was eventually encouraged to share about his abuse at-large. Since he began his mission of awareness, his media efforts and book have offered much solace to his supporters. The Broken Cycle Media team is deeply honored that J.J. was willing to so rawly share his story, strength, and resilience with our audience. 

Sources: 

“Abused schoolboy John Comerford took gun to school to kill his rapist teacher.” The Daily Telegraph, 16 July 2017, www.dailytelegraph.com.au/news/nsw/john-comerford-was-raped-at-11-he-returned-to-the-school-at-18-with-a-loaded-shotgun-to-kill-his-rapist-but-he-was-told-he-was-already-dead/news-story/5d61f68d4bbc7d4c17d25c7d118be1cb

Resources:

Survivors & Mates Support Network: https://www.samsn.org.au/

JJ’s Website: https://jjcomerford.com/

JJ's Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/john.comerford.779/

JJ's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/_jjcomerford_/

JJ's Books: https://jjcomerford.com/books

For a list of additional resources and related non-profit organizations, please visit http://www.somethingwaswrong.com/resources

Transcript

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0:00.0

What Came Next is intended for mature audiences only.

0:04.8

Episodes discuss topics that can be triggering,

0:07.5

such as emotional, physical, and sexual violence, animal abuse, suicide, and murder.

0:14.0

I am not a therapist, nor am I a doctor.

0:17.4

If you're in need of support, please visit Something was wrong.com forward slash resources for a list of non-profit

0:24.3

organizations that can help. Opinions expressed by my guests on the show are their own and do not

0:30.6

necessarily represent the views of myself or broken cycle media. Resources and source material are

0:37.2

linked in the episode notes.

0:39.2

Thank you so much for listening. J.J. Comerford is an author, professional, former service member, and survivor from Australia.

1:13.9

In these two episodes, J.J. Rawley shares about the physical and sexual abuse he experienced as a student in the private Catholic school system in the 1970s.

1:24.3

After decades of suffering in silence, J., JJ was eventually encouraged to share about his abuse

1:30.6

at large. Since he began his mission of awareness, his media efforts and book have offered

1:36.4

much solace to his supporters. The Broken Cycle Media team is deeply honored that JJ was

1:42.6

willing to so openly share his story, strength and

1:46.4

resilience with our audience.

1:53.9

I was medically discharged from the army. When I reflect on that now, there was a blessing in the

2:00.1

skies.

2:07.9

Not long after JJ left the military, his mother became ill, and her health took a turn for the worst.

2:19.2

My mum, when she was dying, she asked me, is there anything that I wanted to know about her or growing up or anything that happened that I wanted to talk to her about. And there wasn't. I mean, I got a lot from my mum being the youngest boy.

2:25.7

So I didn't have anything. And I sort of said to her, what do you want to know? And then she said,

2:30.9

I really want to know what happened when you're 11. And I said, nothing happened to me when I was 11.

2:37.3

She was like, John, I know something happened to you.

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