Hello and welcome to the final episode of the canceled podcast.

That was way harder for us than it should have been.

I know. Instead, it was too much enthusiasm now that I'm thinking about it. Yeah, I didn't like the up, the upturn of that. It should be like, hello and welcome to the final.

Yeah, for the edits at least. Wow. I don't even know where to begin and this doesn't feel real. And of course

we are in some dumb ass garb. One thing we're going to do until the end is have some fucking get up on.

Speak for yourself. I look amazing. We are giving funeral realness because that is what we are doing today. And I just don't even

know how I want to approach all of this because it's... I think it's lighthearted. It's fun until it

isn't because if I start crying now, I won't stop for the rest of the episode. I honestly,

I fully agree. And I'm like, I'm having anxiety because I don't know. It's hard. Because you and I have been talking a lot about this, that it's like been the longest breakup of all time. Like I feel like you and I almost cried together and like felt all of the things like four months ago. You know what I mean? And now the day is here and it's so,

I just feel very like out of my own body.

I can't believe that this is real.

Yeah, I know, I know, because it's like, I know.

I'm like, so amaya and Brian broke up.

That's the other thing is I do have like random topics and shit.

Yeah, there's certain things that we have to address, obviously.

There's one.

But I don't know if we do because do we really want to look back at this time capsule and be like,

Amaya, papaya posted on Instagram. No, but there's a timeless mention of the queen getting engaged. Oh, that's true. Taylor Swift did get engaged and we're happy for her. Of course. I don't have anything. She like, you're not a Swifty. I am a Swifty through and through, but like she's been engaged to that man in my eyes.

Like this is just like, duh, they were always getting married. I feel like she's copying me, but whatever. Correct me if I'm wrong and I will. But I don't know if I have it in me to like just discuss random topics today because they're not on my mind. You're right. Like. Fine. I just don't want to ruin my whole episode right in the beginning and sobbed my eyes out because you know I will.

No, I know. you're right like fine i just don't want to ruin my whole episode right in the beginning and sobbed my eyes out

because you know i will no i know and same honestly but i mean do we have tissues by the way just like for

future yeah we're gonna we're gonna need some tissues for sure but i mean it's true brook i think it's okay

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