Hello and welcome back to the canceled podcast.

Much better.

That was, I needed to hit the ups, the uptones.

Uppity, upddy.

I am really deciding how I want to navigate today's episode.

Okay.

Because the last 24 hours have reminded me that even though we closed off this tour

and we have two episodes left, that the canceled podcast is going to be

the canceled podcast till the very last fucking minute yeah we can't have our last

literally like the last thing we have to show for it be like and i mean that in multiple ways i

almost mean like the internet is still going

to be the internet until the very last minute. And well, I think I should just lead by correcting

myself from the last episode to be so honest with you. We are not deleting the canceled podcast. Yes. And I

think that first of all, I think sometimes you just, we've been doing this for so long that you sit and you're talking and you just flippantly say things. And that's just like, I was having like a real Brooke and Tanna at lunch conversation on camera. And then if I was going to say that, I should have like led with more explanation. And then I even watched it and I debated it. And I was like, oh, whatever. Like,

it's a funny, like, I thought you'd be like, do you hate me that much? It was like funny. And then I was just like, oh my God. Like, if there's one thing I know for sure, it's that I'm always going to think something's funny that isn't funny. As much as there's a part of me that's like, this is just like technically a business conversation that should be had just off camera. There is a part of me

that feels like this is just like technically a business conversation that should be had just off camera there is a part of me that feels

like because I now said that chose to post it that I should say more words yeah okay

we're in this state on tour where we're going on stage every single night and

we're playing this video that is beautifully reminiscent however there are also clips of me talking about getting

fucked with a double-ended dildo a classic and you know there is something about

doing that every single night and you're just like dildo dildo do do do do do do dodo

like you know eventually it's like jesus you know footprint and I was like, I don't know, just throwing something at a wall, just thinking about my digital footprint. And then, but obviously with any more further thought, like we were talking about this yesterday, it's like toothbrush. Like, and I still stand on exactly what we were saying in the prior episodes. Like, canceled is a scrapbook. We're not fucking deleting it. Okay. And I shouldn't have just flippantly said that because it is a

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