119: About Betrayal, Learning to Stand Up For Myself & Turning Pain into Purpose (The Story Behind ‘Honestly’)
The Lavendaire Lifestyle
Aileen Xu
4.8 • 1.4K Ratings
🗓️ 2 June 2019
⏱️ 33 minutes
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Hi loves! It's a special solo chat for the podcast this week. I'm sharing a story I've never talked about publicly before: a painful experience I had in my early YouTube days where I learned that people I considered to be genuine friends, had never thought of me in the same way. This story shares ... Read more
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| 0:38.8 | My name's Eileen and I'm here to guide you to become a master artist of life. |
| 0:44.0 | Every Sunday you'll get new insight and inspiration on how to create your dream life. |
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| 1:01.0 | hey guys welcome back to the lavendare lifestyle it's Eileen so today is a solo |
| 1:06.7 | podcast yes it's just me so I normally don't do solo podcast I just sprinkle them in here and there and the reason why is because |
| 1:16.0 | it's easier for me to just interview. I'm a listener. I like to observe people. I like to listen and |
| 1:21.8 | absorb information just so I can learn too and it does take |
| 1:26.1 | a lot of energy out of me to like tell a full story and to just talk this much |
| 1:31.0 | because I don't talk that much. I'm a concise person I just like get to the |
| 1:36.0 | point and I'm done. But I know that you guys like the solo podcast and you request them and |
| 1:41.1 | I appreciate that so thank you so much. |
| 1:43.0 | So the solo podcast are a way for me to tell my life stories |
| 1:47.0 | what I've learned in my life and just illustrate with you know real life examples. So today I'm going to tell a story that I have |
| 1:55.6 | never told anyone online it's more of a personal story and I wasn't sure that I was |
| 2:01.0 | ever going to share it but it was it's the reason the thing |
| 2:04.4 | that propelled me to come up with that honestly album so there was something that |
| 2:10.0 | hurt me and it drove me to create this poem called Honestly, which led to the Honestly album, |
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