Hello my beautiful people and welcome back to the moments podcast.

I believe this episode is uploading on January 1st, that's the goal at least,

and it is a new year, it is a fresh start, it is the beginning of something

beautiful and something amazing, and I'm very excited and I'm very hopeful. I

feel that this past year has just been

like messy in my brain and you guys have listened to that you kind of watched me

go through everything this year from the beginning of the year being me on top of the

world which tends to be how every year turns out this year I'm determined to

change that but you watch me go from that to just being like super happy and in

love and still obviously super happy and in love and still obviously super

happy and in love but you've watched me go through a lot of mental struggles and

I kind of was feeling bummed about this year and how it went and how I didn't really thrive in my

career the way that I wanted to or in my physical health or stick to most of my New Year's resolutions

and I was kind of just looking at that and realizing,

damn, like this year I didn't do it. I didn't do what I wanted to do. I didn't become

who I wanted to be. But I kind of started allowing myself to read between the paper and the pen, like on paper, yeah, maybe I didn't achieve every single thing that I wanted to but what was hiding underneath

that is everything that did come from this year and I posted a little Tik-Toc kind of

talking about this and it's always so hard for me to remember what I've posted where like did I

share it on my Instagram that I share it in the podcast I post it on Tik-Tok but one of my

New Year's resolutions is to just be and like not to think oh did I do this did I do that like what are people going to

think if I say it 10 million times anyways getting ahead of myself per

usual it is okay if your year didn't feel the way that you wanted to because you, whether you

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