Hey guys, welcome to the Lavendare Lifestyle, the podcast on Lifestatine for

millennials. My name's Eileen and I'm here to guide you to become a master artist of life.

You can create the life that you've always imagined.

Life is an art.

Make it your masterpiece.

Today's episode is going to be a little bit different. So I honestly just felt like being real and talking to you guys,

honestly, without really preparing as much this time because I don't know I just

want to share what I'm going through right now so I just came back from traveling in

Europe I came back on Monday. Today's like Thursday when I'm recording the

podcast. So I feel like I wanted to do a podcast episode about my trip and share all the lessons that I learned

throughout that experience. But when I came back, I've, I mean, maybe I'm still jet lags,

but I've just been like really tired and not in the mood to work on the podcast.

Normally I dedicate like Wednesday night to write to prep the podcast, you know, write out the story and outline form and write out my tips and do that whole structure, but it's just, it's not been appealing to me, I've just not felt like doing it.

Honestly, I've been wanting to like take naps during the day

for the past few days, so I'm just not motivated.

So I thought today I talk about motivation

and where it comes from.

And there's a lot of parts to this.

I mean, first of all, yeah, I'm probably in vacation mode still.

I'm still like in European mode, very lazy.

I want to like, just relax and enjoy my life.

But I mean I came back and I shot a video the first day that I came back and I

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