Hey, welcome to Kristen and Chill.

You know, sometimes people talk the talk, but they don't walk the walk.

I unfortunately, for this show, totally walk the walk. I am exactly as I

appear to be, maybe even worse. But this episode we talk about being neurotic. And talk about

being neurotic. I had this episode ready to go last week, and I didn't put it out because I was like I suck. That

sucks. Everything about it sucks. I wasn't comfortable with it and I ended up taking hours and

hours to edit the thing down from an hour to about 39 minutes or less of stuff that I was okay with leaving in. And as everything

from I stuttered a little bit to I said a word wrong to anything that would show imperfection.

And I overthought it and overthought it and overthought it. And I didn't post it like I said I would.

And then I started freaking, not freaking out, but I started to get freaked out because I didn't post it.

And I was like, I know I said I'd post it, but I couldn't face myself.

And so I was having a really hard week.

It was one of the weeks where just everything is not right. You know, you're just,

nothing's going right. You're feeling down. You hate yourself. It's gloomy. Just I was not feeling

great last week. So being that this is a new week, I woke up this morning and felt somewhat

recharged, not completely, but I thought

how stupid would I be to just throw an episode away and not post it just because I'm a neurotic

maniac? So I posted on a Patreon, raw, unedited. Speaking of raw, I have a story about that

I'll tell you shortly. And I said,

if this episode sucks, let me know because I won't post it. But if it's okay, then I will post it.

I don't have a logical brain sometimes when I'm feeling, uh, feeling too in my head,

too aware, too self-aware, too overthinking, all that stuff. So,

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