I did not have the ability to think

through how I could wake up tomorrow

and do it all over again.

I just was at the end.

It's not that I wanted to die,

but I couldn't bear the solid of living.

I think it's so important for the person out there

right now that feels that way.

And what's so interesting, Eliza reaches that place.

He's laying down, collapsed.

He has nothing left to give.

He wants to give up, basically.

And God sends his angels to him to attend to him

and tells him to eat, drink, and rest.

And he simply says these words.

He can look it up in the story of Eliza.

He says, the journey is too much for you.

Now, that's important because that's not what we've been told

when we hear the cliche, God never gives you more

than using Handel.

That's a load of garbage.

It's just garbage.

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