It was more fearful if it was,

when I actually had some success as an athlete and crossfit,

starting to get recognized and getting like sponsorships.

And when I got those, I lived in,

I did not enjoy being an athlete anymore.

I lived in fear of being exposed.

I thought that like I wasn't as good

as I was being recognized for

and someone's gonna figure out that I'm not that good at this.

And that was a not fun period in my life.

When I was being successful as an athlete,

was not a fun time.

We are here because we know the outcomes in our lives

are within our control.

That taking absolute ownership of how we eat,

sleep, train, think, and connect with each other

is how we'll optimize our health and happiness.

That chasing excellence is how we grab hold

of what is possible.

Our mission is to live on the wrong.

Always chasing, never stopping.

Hello Ben.

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