Why were you not happy?

It wasn't fulfilling.

Like it wasn't, it felt like it was never enough and there was always something I was trying to chase after. It became very obvious, very quickly that no matter what next goal I hit, whether it was a dollar amount, whether it was like a subscriber count, whatever it was, was not going to be like, oh, Kenny's satisfied now. And so I just went looking. I looked for like partying. I looked in like relationships. I looked in every which way that you could possibly look trying to find like, okay, maybe I need to be around like other YouTubers. My friends just don't get it.

Yeah. No, that's not it. Maybe other entrepreneurs like, no, that's not it.

For some reason, I remember thinking this so clearly like, dude, like you are about to crash, you idiot.

And I remember thinking like i should

look into like another place called church

this

hey everybody's dale junior back again for another dale junior download here in the

rby's studio.

This episode is presented by Arby's Meat and Three Box. Get more meal for your money at Arby's. We had the Meats. And we've got a pretty cool guest for you today. I'm excited about this. For all of my life, I've been a gamer. I've played video games. I love them. I'm 51 years old. And I'm not ashamed to admit

that I'm just as crazy about them today as I've always been. And I could list all of the

games that I've played over the years and the ones that I've loved. We've talked about them on

this show. I won't bore you with all of the full list. But one game that I really have enjoyed, you know, I fancy myself as a young kid,

either being a race car driver or being a football player.

And, you know, we dream of being something when we're kids.

And, man, I wanted to for for Washington in the NFL if I

couldn't be my dad I was going to I was hoping that that might happen for me but I never grew

into the football player frame that I was hoping for but I can play on my Xbox or the

playstations that I've had over the years with Madden and

college football.

College football went away in 2014.

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