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Hello, welcome to or welcome back to Train Not to Care.

If you're new here, Hello, my name is Ashley and she caught me on a bad day.

If I sound so congested and just awful and my voice is just insufferable to listen to it's because I'm very sick.

Like I hate my voice to begin with like I hate listening to myself back but I can

just like imagine how bad I sound this week. I've been sick since I've I got

back from New York on Sunday. It's Friday now so like Friday a couple of days

before you listen to this and I was just putting off

recording this episode all week because I was like oh I'll be better soon and I'll record and

everything's gonna be fine and things just aren't getting better.

But actually no, that's not true.

I do feel a little better now.

It's just, I still feel awful.

But I got back from New York on Saturday actually I don't know if I said

Sunday I got back from New York on Saturday because this past week was New York

fashion week and this fashion week I just felt very anxious about.

I was really excited the weeks leading up to it but then like a week before I just got really in my head and I had no interest

in being there. And maybe it was my intuition knowing that I was going to feel awful and

my body wouldn't have been able to commit to going to shows and going to events.

But this year I just like didn't want to go like I went in the springtime

but I just did not want to be there this fall fashion week.

But I did go to one event on Friday night,

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