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So we had a nice day. We went out with my home Gila, my home girl Gila and her husband. It was his birthday. I recently lost a bunch of weight from doing a bunch of unhealthy shit, taking these crazy pills from a gas station. That's what he called them. But it's really a health food store, but it's not English, but it's a health food store that's next to a beauty splash store on Pico,

and it's got Chinese letters on it. I don't know what's in it, but it makes you not eat food. So he wasn't really happy with that. I was like, I want you to get healthier habits. So whatever. I lost the way. So we're on the couch watching Hunting Wives, and I'd go get popcorn and raisinettes.

And I bring it back and I go get popcorn and raisinettes.

And I bring it back and I said, do you want some?

And he looked at me like, no.

It kept watching TV.

I was like, oh, do you want fruit or something?

No, I don't need to eat right now. Mind you, I know why he said it like that, because we just had sugarfish. I don't need to eat right now really gives you need to eat right now. So I'm like, hold on. So I pause the screen. I'm like, what the fuck is that? It's like nothing. You feel judged. I'm not judging you. I said, how you know I feel

judge if you wasn't judging me, nigga? I was like, at the end of the day, we all know that I gained weight

because the birth control is making me eat everything and I was craving everything. But I'm not going to be in this

place with you where I'm uncomfortable to eat a fucking snack. I fucking worked out this morning. Like, I can't have popcorn now. He's like, you want to make the choices you want to make. But you basically feel like you need me to indulge. And I'm not going to indulge with you every time you need to have a snack. I don't need to eat. We just ate. You want to have popcorn feel free. I was like, nah, the way that you're talking to me is like you need to be this accountability person for me. I don't need you to be accountable. I'm my own person. This is my body. He goes, ah, that's my body too. We're talking about having a baby. We're going to be together forever. Your body is my body. If I was sitting here chain smoking cigarettes and doing crazy shit, wouldn't you be telling me don't put certain things in my body? And I'm like, so I can't put popcorn in my body? He's like, I'm not saying it's popcorn, but if you want to choose to eat late and do certain things, I'm going to make sure to always hold you accountable when this is the stuff you said you don't want to do. So then we got into this thing of, nigga, I don't need you to keep me accountable. He's like, I'm not going to shut the fuck up. When two months ago, you were depressed. I'm talking about, oh my God, I hate myself. No, I'm going to make sure you stay on point because now you're in this place of loving yourself again. So that made me feel about it because I'm like I always love myself I always been a bad bitch even when I had a little 20 pounds on. So then we start arguing. We start arguing. We start arguing. And you know, he's very quiet. Is he not? Yes. I never heard this media. Very quiet. So he's sitting there and I'm eating the vodka and goes, you know what? I think you want. I think you would like a man who just says yes to you.

I think you want. I think you would like a man who just says yes to you. I think you want a yes man. Oh, I lost. Don't tell me what type of nigger I need, nigga. Who the fuck you need? Now you want a bitch who don't eat? That's what you want? Okay, go to one of them hosene. I don't need you to tell me what I need. Because I got you. So what the fuck you going to do? Fuck you.

So now I'm mad.

So now I get up.

And now you know when they start laughing when you get mad? And that really piss me off. That's what I do. You already know that's my shit. I'm like, oh, you about to, I'm about to whip his ass. So I go in the kitchen, I start washing dishes, I'm doing something else, and he gets in the cabinet.

Now he's going in the kitchen. I start washing dishes. I'm doing something else. And he gets in

the cabinet. Now he's going through the cabinet. Now there's vitamins and shit in there,

Advil, whatever. And some of my stuff. And he said, I said, what do you want? I'm just looking

for those pills that you need to calm you down. Whoa. I just, fighting words.

Whoa.

That's crazy.

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